Hiyaa! I've been busy lately with my new online shop. Haha. I'm enjoying it. So far, ok naman. Anyway, maybe I won't be able to post my recent happenings here in blogspot. I would be more active on my personal and my online shop multiply accounts. You can check it out here >> http://lapofluxury.multiply.com Haha. Sana maging ok pag-tagal. ^_^ Tc guys! ^___^
Wooo! I'd be busy the following days coz i'd be opening my own online store. =p hahaha! Yung mga clothes na lagi kong tinitingnan sa multiply dati, nakakita na din ako ng supplier. So yun, aasikasuhin ko muna yun. Good for me kasi, I'll earn extra money, and i can use those clothes na gusto ko din.
So yun, for now, I'm still thinking of the name of my online store. Suggestions? Haha. Na-eexcite 2loy ako. =p BRB muna. ^_________^
So yun, for now, I'm still thinking of the name of my online store. Suggestions? Haha. Na-eexcite 2loy ako. =p BRB muna. ^_________^
Here we go... Here we go again...
There are certain things in life that we wished, never did changed. But unfortunately, everything changes. Nothing is permanent in this world full of lies. I don't know what happened this day but, I really feel so disappointed this day. Siguro, nagkasabay-sabay lang yung mga pangyayari. Am I really being so possessive? or am i just showing what I really feel? Additional to this disappointment thing is that, when I checked my friendster account, my dad was on my "Friend Request's List". Take note. "My Dad". I've never seen him for so long and then he'll add me in friendster seeing his pictures of his "new son", his "mistress" and the way he looks so happy without US?! Damn. I hate it. How could he smile the way he smiles on those pictures thinking that he still have his family here in Manila?! Argh.. Hirap i-explain lahat ng ngyari dito eh. Pero still. I am really disappointed..
Wala pa akong kilala sa ngayon na talagang matinong lalake.
I mean... Yung talagang hindi magsisinungaling, yun talagang open, yung wala kang makikitang dahilan na dapat pag-selosan, yung walang bagay na magpapasira ng tiwala mo sa kanya.. :)
May kilala ba kayong ganun? Lol.
Anyway, big thanks to ate jen. =p wee. haha. Sikretong ultimate namin kung bakit. And regarding my last post, na sabi ko eh i-eelaborate ko kung anung nangyari, wag na. Nawalan ako ng gana..
There are certain things in life that we wished, never did changed. But unfortunately, everything changes. Nothing is permanent in this world full of lies. I don't know what happened this day but, I really feel so disappointed this day. Siguro, nagkasabay-sabay lang yung mga pangyayari. Am I really being so possessive? or am i just showing what I really feel? Additional to this disappointment thing is that, when I checked my friendster account, my dad was on my "Friend Request's List". Take note. "My Dad". I've never seen him for so long and then he'll add me in friendster seeing his pictures of his "new son", his "mistress" and the way he looks so happy without US?! Damn. I hate it. How could he smile the way he smiles on those pictures thinking that he still have his family here in Manila?! Argh.. Hirap i-explain lahat ng ngyari dito eh. Pero still. I am really disappointed..
Wala pa akong kilala sa ngayon na talagang matinong lalake.
I mean... Yung talagang hindi magsisinungaling, yun talagang open, yung wala kang makikitang dahilan na dapat pag-selosan, yung walang bagay na magpapasira ng tiwala mo sa kanya.. :)
May kilala ba kayong ganun? Lol.
Anyway, big thanks to ate jen. =p wee. haha. Sikretong ultimate namin kung bakit. And regarding my last post, na sabi ko eh i-eelaborate ko kung anung nangyari, wag na. Nawalan ako ng gana..
Wooooooot! I've been out the whole day of July 19, 2008 that's why I wasn't able to post earlier. So yeah...
Happy Anniversary Bebi Milky! I Love You So So So So So So So So So So So So So Muchhh. :)
Hays.. I just quite didn't expect this day to turn out like this. Pero still, I'm happy that we've spent this day together even though there are so many "not so good" things that happened.. ^_^ i love you..
I'm so tired right now so maybe, I'll tell the whole story about this anniversary thing next time...
By the way, Congratulations to Coalescence for winning the day1 Regionals competition of Ragnarok Online.
And of course! a big big big CONGRATULATIONS!! to TEAM SINDIKATO/ARMADA for making it until the last battle with the Coalescence. There's still next time guys! Although sayang yung added slot if you win, It's ok na din because ka-faction naman ang Coal.
Ayun, haha.. I'll really write next time with all the stories that happened this day. I'm really tired lang and I wanna go to sleep na. Haha. Gusto ko sanang ireserve yung post date na July 19, 2008 kaso hindi na abot. It's already 12:28am in my clock so July 20 na. Yun..
Again, Happy Anniversary Bebi Milky! /kis
Happy Anniversary Bebi Milky! I Love You So So So So So So So So So So So So So Muchhh. :)
Hays.. I just quite didn't expect this day to turn out like this. Pero still, I'm happy that we've spent this day together even though there are so many "not so good" things that happened.. ^_^ i love you..
I'm so tired right now so maybe, I'll tell the whole story about this anniversary thing next time...
By the way, Congratulations to Coalescence for winning the day1 Regionals competition of Ragnarok Online.
And of course! a big big big CONGRATULATIONS!! to TEAM SINDIKATO/ARMADA for making it until the last battle with the Coalescence. There's still next time guys! Although sayang yung added slot if you win, It's ok na din because ka-faction naman ang Coal.
Ayun, haha.. I'll really write next time with all the stories that happened this day. I'm really tired lang and I wanna go to sleep na. Haha. Gusto ko sanang ireserve yung post date na July 19, 2008 kaso hindi na abot. It's already 12:28am in my clock so July 20 na. Yun..
Again, Happy Anniversary Bebi Milky! /kis
Woot! A not so good day. O_o haha. Matapos akong tanghaliin ng gising kanina at mangamote sa HECO at PHYSICS exam eh medyo may isa pang pangyayari na hindi ko nagustuhan. Hay buhay. Pero sa pag-uwi ko naman eh may nabasa ako. I.Q. Test daw kuno ito. Kung totoong I.Q. Test nga, eh aba! mataas pala I.Q. ko! hahahah. Eto...
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Comment ka dito pag na-gets mo ah? =p
Comment ka dito pag na-gets mo ah? =p
Waaah! Busy weeak ahead. It's our monthly exams na.. So busy mode muna ako. Harhar.
Yun lang.. =p
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Yun lang.. =p
Stir kaaa! stirrrrrr!!!! Hahaha.
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You made me happy...
Hays. A happy day indeed. ^_^ P.E. class with Pat, Dale, Adi, Tim and Steffi. Masaya! Pat just ruined it. *gg* haha. Joke lang pat. =p Aun, after P.E, I headed straight to Macky's house. We both slept late last night, 3am na ata. So pareho kaming puyat. Haha. Eh ako, I have to wake up early because of my PE class so papayag ba naman ako na ako lang ang puyat? Tsk. No Way. Kaya yun, I went to their house and waked him up. After eating lunch, we cleaned his "old books" kuno. Haha. Almost a whole day of bonding.. aun.. I dunno.. I just feel happy. Wala sa mood ko ngayon yung chilling illness. haha. Basta...
At sayo naman, tsk. Don't think of those "panget" factors for you not to pursue on the things na gusto mo. Gusto mo yan db? So why quit? tsk.. Daming paraan. Whatever you're decision would be, I'm just here.. arayt? Pag nagkamali ka, weak ka pare. =p haha.
Feeling so so.. :)
Hays. A happy day indeed. ^_^ P.E. class with Pat, Dale, Adi, Tim and Steffi. Masaya! Pat just ruined it. *gg* haha. Joke lang pat. =p Aun, after P.E, I headed straight to Macky's house. We both slept late last night, 3am na ata. So pareho kaming puyat. Haha. Eh ako, I have to wake up early because of my PE class so papayag ba naman ako na ako lang ang puyat? Tsk. No Way. Kaya yun, I went to their house and waked him up. After eating lunch, we cleaned his "old books" kuno. Haha. Almost a whole day of bonding.. aun.. I dunno.. I just feel happy. Wala sa mood ko ngayon yung chilling illness. haha. Basta...
At sayo naman, tsk. Don't think of those "panget" factors for you not to pursue on the things na gusto mo. Gusto mo yan db? So why quit? tsk.. Daming paraan. Whatever you're decision would be, I'm just here.. arayt? Pag nagkamali ka, weak ka pare. =p haha.
Feeling so so.. :)
i can see us dying... are we?
Hays.. I just really really don't understand everything that's happening around me now. LOL.
I'm not being "emo" here ok? I just feel so weird.. Anyway, I know I won't act like this if not because of any reason.
Bakit ba kasi kailangang kaliit-liitang bagay eh hindi totoo ang sasabihin? Hindi naman ganun dati. Ang alam kong dati eh.. Masaya.. Sweet.. Yung pakiramdam na ayaw mo ng tumigil ang oras pag kasama siya... Yung sainyong dalawa lang umiikot ang mundo... Yung lahat ng pakinggan mong kanta masaya sa tenga kasi masaya ka... Yung isang minuto na walang tungkol sa kanya eh isang minuto ng kalungkutan...
Ngayon? hindi ko alam... Simula lang nung panahong paparating si Bagyong Frank eh dahan-dahan ng nag-iba lahat... Kasalanan mo ba un Frank? Kasalanan ba niya? o Kasalanan ko?
Wala naman akong naiisip na nagawa ko. Hmm.. So baka si Frank nga noh? tsk..
Ngayon ko lang din narerealize na possessive pala ako. Oo.. Sa lahat ng bagay na nasa paligid ko, at sa lahat ng tao sa paligid ko, possessive ako. Sobrang mali ba yun? Ewan, hindi ko talaga maintindihan. Siguro, isa sa mga dahilan eh dahil nasanay ako. Oo tama.. Nasanay nga ako... Nasanay na walang ganun dati kaya ngayon na mayroon na.. naninibago ako. Patawad naman.
Eto pa, pakiramdam ko, IBA. Alam mo ba yun pakiramdam na yun blog? Yung tipong, andami mong gustong pag-usapan pero sa tuwing sasabihin mo, iisang bagay lang ang nakakakuha ng atensyon niya. At yun ang "cyber world" siguro kasalanan ko din dahil ngayon, andaming takbo ng buhay ko, meron sa skwelahan, sa cyber world, sa bahay at iba pang bagay. Siya, iisang bagay lang. Pero diba? bakit sa iba hindi naman ganun? Bakit sakin lang? Bakit ako lang ang nag-aantay? Bakit parang anlamig? Kahit ilang ulit niya sakin sinasabi ang magic word, hindi ko na nararamdaman yung nararamdaman ko dati na tumatagos mula puso hanggang spinal cord hanggang balat sa likod. Hindi ko na nararamdaman na totoo lahat yun. Parang lahat may second thoughts. Dati naman, masaya lahat ng usapan, minu-minuto kumpleto ang araw ko, matagal ko din hindi naramdaman yung pagpatak ng luha. Pero ngayon, parang lahat kabaligtaran. Hindi naman dati ganito, bakit ngayon ganito na? Kasalanan ko ba? Hay... sumagot ka naman blog. Kasi naman, ang hirap talagang i-explain. Hindi ko masabi mismo kung ano yung gusto kong sabihin.. Gets mo ba?
Sa kabilang banda, Salamat sa nakausap ko sa ym kanina. Kahit sabi mo nga eh wala kang maibigay na advice, super ayus lang. Pinakinggan mo ko eh! Apir Physics Partner! =p haha. At sainyo naman mga bading (kilala niyo kung sino kayo), tama yan... nagsolo kayo. tsk. next time ha? pag ayaw niyo ko isama, mag-sosolo din ako! kalimutan na! haha. tsk. Pero salamat dudes =p
Ayoko ng pahabain toh. Hindi ko din naman maexplain ng maayos. Haha. Waw! Pure tagalog ba? tsk. F ko eh. ^_^
Hays.. I just really really don't understand everything that's happening around me now. LOL.
I'm not being "emo" here ok? I just feel so weird.. Anyway, I know I won't act like this if not because of any reason.
Bakit ba kasi kailangang kaliit-liitang bagay eh hindi totoo ang sasabihin? Hindi naman ganun dati. Ang alam kong dati eh.. Masaya.. Sweet.. Yung pakiramdam na ayaw mo ng tumigil ang oras pag kasama siya... Yung sainyong dalawa lang umiikot ang mundo... Yung lahat ng pakinggan mong kanta masaya sa tenga kasi masaya ka... Yung isang minuto na walang tungkol sa kanya eh isang minuto ng kalungkutan...
Ngayon? hindi ko alam... Simula lang nung panahong paparating si Bagyong Frank eh dahan-dahan ng nag-iba lahat... Kasalanan mo ba un Frank? Kasalanan ba niya? o Kasalanan ko?
Wala naman akong naiisip na nagawa ko. Hmm.. So baka si Frank nga noh? tsk..
Ngayon ko lang din narerealize na possessive pala ako. Oo.. Sa lahat ng bagay na nasa paligid ko, at sa lahat ng tao sa paligid ko, possessive ako. Sobrang mali ba yun? Ewan, hindi ko talaga maintindihan. Siguro, isa sa mga dahilan eh dahil nasanay ako. Oo tama.. Nasanay nga ako... Nasanay na walang ganun dati kaya ngayon na mayroon na.. naninibago ako. Patawad naman.
Eto pa, pakiramdam ko, IBA. Alam mo ba yun pakiramdam na yun blog? Yung tipong, andami mong gustong pag-usapan pero sa tuwing sasabihin mo, iisang bagay lang ang nakakakuha ng atensyon niya. At yun ang "cyber world" siguro kasalanan ko din dahil ngayon, andaming takbo ng buhay ko, meron sa skwelahan, sa cyber world, sa bahay at iba pang bagay. Siya, iisang bagay lang. Pero diba? bakit sa iba hindi naman ganun? Bakit sakin lang? Bakit ako lang ang nag-aantay? Bakit parang anlamig? Kahit ilang ulit niya sakin sinasabi ang magic word, hindi ko na nararamdaman yung nararamdaman ko dati na tumatagos mula puso hanggang spinal cord hanggang balat sa likod. Hindi ko na nararamdaman na totoo lahat yun. Parang lahat may second thoughts. Dati naman, masaya lahat ng usapan, minu-minuto kumpleto ang araw ko, matagal ko din hindi naramdaman yung pagpatak ng luha. Pero ngayon, parang lahat kabaligtaran. Hindi naman dati ganito, bakit ngayon ganito na? Kasalanan ko ba? Hay... sumagot ka naman blog. Kasi naman, ang hirap talagang i-explain. Hindi ko masabi mismo kung ano yung gusto kong sabihin.. Gets mo ba?
Sa kabilang banda, Salamat sa nakausap ko sa ym kanina. Kahit sabi mo nga eh wala kang maibigay na advice, super ayus lang. Pinakinggan mo ko eh! Apir Physics Partner! =p haha. At sainyo naman mga bading (kilala niyo kung sino kayo), tama yan... nagsolo kayo. tsk. next time ha? pag ayaw niyo ko isama, mag-sosolo din ako! kalimutan na! haha. tsk. Pero salamat dudes =p
Ayoko ng pahabain toh. Hindi ko din naman maexplain ng maayos. Haha. Waw! Pure tagalog ba? tsk. F ko eh. ^_^
New Layout! Yeah! =p
Plain plain plain..
Medyo stressed out lang ako sa Organic Chemistry Class namin, kaya eto. Puro Chemistry ang nasa blog ko. Naalala ko lang din kasi yun favorite chemical compound ko.
Silver Nitrate ~ Lunar Caustic.
Bakit? Sikretong ultimate ko. =p haha. Tsaka ko na i-eexplain. May pasok pa ko maya. Haha. Naadik na naman ako sa pc.. Oh my... @_@
Monthly Exams na sa monday. I'll be very busy. Promise!!
Gtg.. haha. ^_^
Plain plain plain..
Medyo stressed out lang ako sa Organic Chemistry Class namin, kaya eto. Puro Chemistry ang nasa blog ko. Naalala ko lang din kasi yun favorite chemical compound ko.
Silver Nitrate ~ Lunar Caustic.
Bakit? Sikretong ultimate ko. =p haha. Tsaka ko na i-eexplain. May pasok pa ko maya. Haha. Naadik na naman ako sa pc.. Oh my... @_@
Monthly Exams na sa monday. I'll be very busy. Promise!!
Gtg.. haha. ^_^
sort of assurance that IT IS THERE but only MENTALLY to comfort one's everyday LIFE..
Necessary Fiction.
It is there but only mentally.
Hayst. I dunno.. I'm really restless this past few days. I just feel like everything are not in place.
You know.. the feeling of contentment yet there's still something missing?
1/2 of me is saying that i am happy. Yes.. Happy. BUT!
1/2 of me is also saying that there's something that is not right.
I miss someone, I miss something.. hayst. I dunno. Me neither can't understand what I'm feeling.
I've been very busy with school stuffs lately, but when I'm on the verge of falling asleep at home, suddenly those thoughts would cross my mind. And those thoughts or questions would be left un-answered until the next day, the next night up to the point that I don't even remember why I come up to that thought or question.
Sometimes, i feel like everything's really fine. But then, I would suddenly feel like there's something that is fading away, something is really missing. And those thoughts come over and over again. @_@
One time, I was talking with one of my friends then the topic about "what I'm feelin" inside was opened. He/She opened the topic and asked the first question without him/her knowing that I was also feeling that way. Weird but I really found it so interesting. He/She mentioned something that stucked into my mind...
"everything that's around us is wrong, nagiging tama lang kapag sinangayunan mo or meron nagsabi na "eto tama to." << agree or disagree? =p
For him/her, there's one major reason for all of those things happening around me.
"Immaturity or the people around me just wants to move on."
Anyway, apologies to that friend of mine if i posted those. I'm just feeling so weird lately. Hayst.
Ok, connection of the "Necessary Fiction" title on the content of my post?
Well, for me, Necessary Fiction was maybe the main reason why I'm feeling all of this now.
Argh.. I dunno. GTG now.. I'll get some sleep after a 7am-7pm schedule full of major subjects for this day.
I love him.. still.
Necessary Fiction.
It is there but only mentally.
Hayst. I dunno.. I'm really restless this past few days. I just feel like everything are not in place.
You know.. the feeling of contentment yet there's still something missing?
1/2 of me is saying that i am happy. Yes.. Happy. BUT!
1/2 of me is also saying that there's something that is not right.
I miss someone, I miss something.. hayst. I dunno. Me neither can't understand what I'm feeling.
I've been very busy with school stuffs lately, but when I'm on the verge of falling asleep at home, suddenly those thoughts would cross my mind. And those thoughts or questions would be left un-answered until the next day, the next night up to the point that I don't even remember why I come up to that thought or question.
Sometimes, i feel like everything's really fine. But then, I would suddenly feel like there's something that is fading away, something is really missing. And those thoughts come over and over again. @_@
One time, I was talking with one of my friends then the topic about "what I'm feelin" inside was opened. He/She opened the topic and asked the first question without him/her knowing that I was also feeling that way. Weird but I really found it so interesting. He/She mentioned something that stucked into my mind...
"everything that's around us is wrong, nagiging tama lang kapag sinangayunan mo or meron nagsabi na "eto tama to." << agree or disagree? =p
For him/her, there's one major reason for all of those things happening around me.
"Immaturity or the people around me just wants to move on."
Anyway, apologies to that friend of mine if i posted those. I'm just feeling so weird lately. Hayst.
Ok, connection of the "Necessary Fiction" title on the content of my post?
Well, for me, Necessary Fiction was maybe the main reason why I'm feeling all of this now.
Argh.. I dunno. GTG now.. I'll get some sleep after a 7am-7pm schedule full of major subjects for this day.
I love him.. still.
Hahayst. Pagpasenxahan na ang mga mababasang words sa post na toh. Naimpluwensyahan lamang ako ng aking ina na bigla na lamang nagsalita ng bisaya kanina habang kami ay nasa hapagkainan. =p
B.I. gyud siya.. ingnan siya na maghikog na lang siya, ay siyang pagsamok saako.. hahayst. Maka-irit gyud siya kaayo.. nah.. wag jud xa magpakita saako kay baka dili nako siya matantya, ako mismo mag-hikog sa kanya.. burong silang dalawa. Daghan salamat kay dili kasabot yung isa dito..
YOWWN!!! hahaha. Mga di kasabot, patawad. Yan ang mood ko ng pagpopost ngayon =p
Nywei, change topic. Masaya naman ang araw, kahit medyo asar nung tanghali. Tsk. "Presence is more than just being there" pare... naman tlaga.. Ayoko na mag-elaborate. Hahaha.
awt na ko. =p not in the mood na para mag post. woo! rok on! ahahaha xet wirdo! =))
B.I. gyud siya.. ingnan siya na maghikog na lang siya, ay siyang pagsamok saako.. hahayst. Maka-irit gyud siya kaayo.. nah.. wag jud xa magpakita saako kay baka dili nako siya matantya, ako mismo mag-hikog sa kanya.. burong silang dalawa. Daghan salamat kay dili kasabot yung isa dito..
YOWWN!!! hahaha. Mga di kasabot, patawad. Yan ang mood ko ng pagpopost ngayon =p
Nywei, change topic. Masaya naman ang araw, kahit medyo asar nung tanghali. Tsk. "Presence is more than just being there" pare... naman tlaga.. Ayoko na mag-elaborate. Hahaha.
awt na ko. =p not in the mood na para mag post. woo! rok on! ahahaha xet wirdo! =))
[Posted at 12:55am - Saturday]
Hays.. really a bad day..
First, our Pomeranian dog has diedddddddddd!! T_T
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaa Baby Nheijiy.. /sob Nasanay pa naman ako na everytime uuwi, sinasalubong niya ko sa pinto at hindi ti2gil sa kakakulit hanggang di mo pinapansin.. = c
Next, my whole day was ruined because of the Pharmacy Dance Troupe Audition.
Aun, we were supposed to dance by 3. So 3 in a group. My groupmates were Carmela and Nica.
We tried to practice last week pa pero because conflict yung sched namin tatlo, hindi kami nakapagpraktis ng maayos. 11am na ko nakapagstart magsa-ulo ng steps then 12nn ang start ng auditions. @_@ Kamusta naman, 1hr lang practice, wala pa kong ka-alam alam.. So yun.. ang kinalabasan, pagdating namin sa room kung san magaaudition they taught us their own step na sasayawin din namin aside from our own piece. Aun.. dahil sa bagong steps nila + steps namin na hindi ko pa talaga alam, WALA akong naalala sa mismong sayaw na. HAHAHA. kahiya-hiya.
So before yung by group na sayaw namin with our own piece, nag-decide akong mag-solo.
YUP! mag-solo! hahaha. inisip ko kasi na pag nasa group ako taz nagkamali ako sa steps nila, panget agad tingnan sakin, atleast pag solo, kahit anu lang gawin kong steps pwede. HAha. Eh ang kaso, nung ako na ang sasayaw, parang tanga lang.. nabblack out ako. Grabe lahat sila sakin nkatitig. Bigat ng feeling. Kaya ayun, dinaan na lang sa pumps at ngiti. Haha. Super nangangatog ako, then after ng sayaw, interview.. aun.. iba iba tanung.. tinanung lang kung anung stunts ang kaya kong gawin.. eh anu lang ba alam ko? split lang naman tsaka straddle jump. T_T kaya un lang napakita ko. Hays... grabe.. kahiya-hiya talaga yun sobra.. Nagkalat ako. Panu ba naman, hindi ako prepared, wala pa kong kain ng almusal or lunch. *BIG BIG BIG DISASTER* Super bigat ng pakiramdam. Para kong lantang gulay. Haha. Sayang yung chance.
Nywei, wala na kong ineexpect dun. Mostly din kasi ng comments na sinasabi sakin, wag ko na lang daw ituloy, kasi hassle pag may trainings tapos sasabayan ng quizzes namin.. baka daw mapabayaan ko studies ko.. T_T Sayang lang kasi.. ansarap nung feeling pag sumasayaw.. haha..
So un.. isa pang panget sa day..
Hirap ikwento nito.. I was browsing sa youtube ng mga kanta.. then accidentally, na-search ko yung ginawa kong video dati for someone na super pinagsisisihan ko na ang paggawa nun.. Eh aun.. may gustong tumingin nung video na hindi ko alam kung pano hihindian.. kaya yun, pinakita ko.. I just didn't expect na ganun yung reaction niya... :) I know wala siyang sinabi na specific pero, hindi naman ako tanga or insensitive para hindi magets yun with the words na ginagamit niya and the way he answers sakin. Hindi ko alam kung matatawa ako o maiinis... Basta ang alam ko.. masama ang loob ko.. super sama.. haha.. taz tatawa eh noh? parang tanga lang aq.. hay.. Yun.. gtg na muna.. need lang ng kausap.. ^_^ May nstp pa ko tom.. papa-antok na ko.. haha.. na miss kita blog.. T_T
Hays.. really a bad day..
First, our Pomeranian dog has diedddddddddd!! T_T
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaa Baby Nheijiy.. /sob Nasanay pa naman ako na everytime uuwi, sinasalubong niya ko sa pinto at hindi ti2gil sa kakakulit hanggang di mo pinapansin.. = c
Next, my whole day was ruined because of the Pharmacy Dance Troupe Audition.
Aun, we were supposed to dance by 3. So 3 in a group. My groupmates were Carmela and Nica.
We tried to practice last week pa pero because conflict yung sched namin tatlo, hindi kami nakapagpraktis ng maayos. 11am na ko nakapagstart magsa-ulo ng steps then 12nn ang start ng auditions. @_@ Kamusta naman, 1hr lang practice, wala pa kong ka-alam alam.. So yun.. ang kinalabasan, pagdating namin sa room kung san magaaudition they taught us their own step na sasayawin din namin aside from our own piece. Aun.. dahil sa bagong steps nila + steps namin na hindi ko pa talaga alam, WALA akong naalala sa mismong sayaw na. HAHAHA. kahiya-hiya.
So before yung by group na sayaw namin with our own piece, nag-decide akong mag-solo.
YUP! mag-solo! hahaha. inisip ko kasi na pag nasa group ako taz nagkamali ako sa steps nila, panget agad tingnan sakin, atleast pag solo, kahit anu lang gawin kong steps pwede. HAha. Eh ang kaso, nung ako na ang sasayaw, parang tanga lang.. nabblack out ako. Grabe lahat sila sakin nkatitig. Bigat ng feeling. Kaya ayun, dinaan na lang sa pumps at ngiti. Haha. Super nangangatog ako, then after ng sayaw, interview.. aun.. iba iba tanung.. tinanung lang kung anung stunts ang kaya kong gawin.. eh anu lang ba alam ko? split lang naman tsaka straddle jump. T_T kaya un lang napakita ko. Hays... grabe.. kahiya-hiya talaga yun sobra.. Nagkalat ako. Panu ba naman, hindi ako prepared, wala pa kong kain ng almusal or lunch. *BIG BIG BIG DISASTER* Super bigat ng pakiramdam. Para kong lantang gulay. Haha. Sayang yung chance.
Nywei, wala na kong ineexpect dun. Mostly din kasi ng comments na sinasabi sakin, wag ko na lang daw ituloy, kasi hassle pag may trainings tapos sasabayan ng quizzes namin.. baka daw mapabayaan ko studies ko.. T_T Sayang lang kasi.. ansarap nung feeling pag sumasayaw.. haha..
So un.. isa pang panget sa day..
Hirap ikwento nito.. I was browsing sa youtube ng mga kanta.. then accidentally, na-search ko yung ginawa kong video dati for someone na super pinagsisisihan ko na ang paggawa nun.. Eh aun.. may gustong tumingin nung video na hindi ko alam kung pano hihindian.. kaya yun, pinakita ko.. I just didn't expect na ganun yung reaction niya... :) I know wala siyang sinabi na specific pero, hindi naman ako tanga or insensitive para hindi magets yun with the words na ginagamit niya and the way he answers sakin. Hindi ko alam kung matatawa ako o maiinis... Basta ang alam ko.. masama ang loob ko.. super sama.. haha.. taz tatawa eh noh? parang tanga lang aq.. hay.. Yun.. gtg na muna.. need lang ng kausap.. ^_^ May nstp pa ko tom.. papa-antok na ko.. haha.. na miss kita blog.. T_T
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Woo! May internet connection na kami! Sa Wakas!!! =p
I really missed updating my friendster, kaya eto.. todo update. haha.
Inanounce ko lang dito na may net na ulit kami! *Hurray!* =p
Surf mode muna ^_^ Full update on my next post =p
Woo! May internet connection na kami! Sa Wakas!!! =p
I really missed updating my friendster, kaya eto.. todo update. haha.
Inanounce ko lang dito na may net na ulit kami! *Hurray!* =p
Surf mode muna ^_^ Full update on my next post =p