GiveMeTheStars: 2008

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I don't have the strength to stay away from you anymore...

Lakwatsa Day!! - indeed it is. :)

From Trinoma to Bebi's house to Marikina to Gateway to Trinoma again.

Haha. I really had fun this day. I was supposed to attend my class from 7am-1pm. But unfortunately, I alarmed my cellphone at 5PM instead of 5AM. Haha. Stupid me. Anyways, so there, I woke up at around 9:30am na. Then texted kuya pola. We decided to meet at Trinoma-2nd floor starbucks. He treated me a White Mocha Frap.. *thanks again kuya pola* And YES! my bebi compaps is fixed now. Good as new! Haha. *Salutes to kuya pola*. We also checked the prices of Digicams and iTouch... I was thinking of what would be my mom's gift to me this christmas.. any suggestions guys? iTouch or Digicam? *Lol*

So then, my next destination was bebi milky's house. We were supposed to go to Intramuros for the application of our Voter's ID. Unfortunately, tita was unable to find bebi's birth certificate in time. It was around 3pm when she gave bebi's Brgy. ID. And the application ends at 4PM. Haha. got no more time.. So we decided to go to Marikina and meet up with kuya erik. We got our 2k! 5k more to go. *I won't stop hanggang hindi ko nababawi pera namin* So there, we ate at Max's Restaurant. Tawanan to the max 'coz of kuya reymar and kuya erik's jokes.

Reymar: Anu toh? *gestures his hand like superman flying*
Me: Superman
Reymar: Hindi, si batman yan.
Me: Hindi naman lumilipad si batman O.o
Reymar: Pero may cape siya. Haha. Eh eto? *gestures his hand like superman flying backwards*
Me: Anu yan?
Reymar: Batman Returns!

---- TOINKS! Haha. Korny, pero we really laughed. Haha. Dami pang jokes eh. LOL

After eating at Max's, we strolled around Blue Wave - Marquinton, then me and bebi went to Gateway. Stroll stroll then we took the MRT to go to Trinoma. We came to Trinoma at around 7:30pm na.. So yun, We checked Twilight's schedule. Haha. Last full show na kami. Bought snacks at Mcdo. Then watched Twilight. Ooohh.. I love Edward Cullen. He is one hell of a HOT, SWEET Vampire. Bella's pretty too. Simple. :) The movie took about 2hrs++. We went to Mcdo again for our midnight snacks then went home.

I love the Twilight Movie. Maybe it's an advantage for me that I haven't read the book. 'Coz as far as I have seen and heard, my friends who have read the book was disappointed from the movie 'coz most of the sweet lines was not mentioned. Well, for me it was great. Many girls would probably envy Bella Swan. The things that I might envy bout her is that she's pretty, got a sexy body and also got her Edward. Well, why would I envy her? If I have my own Edward here.. :"> *Lol* Overall: The movie was great. *BITIN!* err. [hindi ito movie review, ok?] haha.

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Ok, I can't get over of the kilig factor. Haha.

LSS ( Last SENTENCE Syndrome ) haha: I don't have the strength to stay away fron you anymore..

Woot!~

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Update Update Update!

Yes, for a very long time (again). Now I am updating my blog.

So much. Yeah, So many things had happened for the past days. Extreme events that I know, I would NEVER forget. I thought November would be so nice because my October was such a big-oh-so-lovin-month. Well, November = big-oh-so-hate-it-month.

iHATE.November - SO MUCH

Why? 'Coz I've been SCAMMED. Or I should say "We've" been scammed. Worth? It's 7thousand php. How? Long long long long story. But to make the story short, I trusted an old friend, and that old friend took that "trust" for granted. Anyways, I know there's karma. Wherever you are Mr. Scammer 1 and Scammer 2, I won't give up until I get my money back.. I SWEAR. Even if I have to use all my sources, I WOULD. I can't even imagine how the two of you could sleep well at night thinking of that evil doings.

Anyway, another reason to hate november is that, I wasn't able to join the Pharma Dance Contest and I wasn't also able to join the Pharma Week Opening Parade wearing a Norway Girl Costume because of the hassles that the scammer has made.

I even missed to pursue my plan of clubbin' with my girls. I even saved up money for that night but I have no choice but to use up the money for the payment for the hassle and blah-blahs that the d*ckhead-as*hole-STUPID Scammer did.

I promised that after this month and when the things are fixed, I would surely treat bebi milky and myself. *Pag nabawi ko yung 7thou namin, magpapainom akooo!* Haha! So guys, please help us out. Haha.

Two things to LOVE about November:

1. I've been with kuya jed, kuya ret, kuya pat, mareng tep and baby gab for about 3hrs. Drank generoso, kaso bitin. Haha. Weekdays kasi eh. Bawi na lang ng weekend noh? Anyway, ang cute ni baby gab! *_*

2. Bebi milky and I = still together. Haha. *Gusto ko isama eee, walang pakelamanan. LoL*

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I changed the music of my blog from RnB to House Mix. Why? 'coz I wanna go clubbin!!! But, I CAN'T!! Haha.. So there, music would ease my clubbin cravings for the moment. haha. [.Sh*t, auro, gen, happygalz, pag eto talaga naayos.. ampfuts.. gigimik na tayo talaga!! haha. Wala ng atrasan!]

LSS: "In the street.. eeet... as you goo oo oohhh.."

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14th monthsary.. :)

I used to put "Happy Monthsary" on my yahoo messenger stat every 19th of the month... But, as time goes by.. as months passes by.. The letter h, a, p, p and y started to fade. Now? 14th monthsary will do.. :) I just really feel that I am so special.. *Oh God, sorry for I am lying again* LOL. Hays..

Tama na ang english, wala ako sa mood magpaka-nosebleed ngayon.

Blog, mula ngayon, bibigyan kita ng name.. ikaw na si sponge. Kasi magiging absorber ka ng lahat ng saloobin ko. Ok ba yun? =) orayt! Ayun.. Sept.19 na sponge. Monthsary sken! yehey! Parang ewan. Itigil na nga toh. :) Ok.. back to reality. Paki-absorb naman yung nararamdaman ko now. Para after nito ok na ko. Pls? ^_^ Lagi na lang ganito, kada-19.. hindi ko na feel na special tong araw na toh. Bakit pag ako, natataranta sa ganitong araw? Tingin mo I deserve these things? Buti na lang may "friends" ako. :) laging anjan. Siguro sponge, masyado lang akong humahanap ng ideal relationship. Yung relationship na inakala ko eh nsakin na. Ilan beses ko na din sinasabing pagod na ko. Pero ano? para pa rin akong tanga na balik ng balik. Teka.. e2 quoted quotes na naman galing kay super friend.

"parang asukal lang yan hazel.
kung adik ka sa asukal, katagalan... magkaksakit ka
pero masarap ung asukal, anong magagawa ko?
kung mamatay ako, gus2 ko mamatay ng masaya noh"

"well, it's all worth the pain. tulad din ng yosi yan... ang hirap isuko.. bakit? kasi parte na sya ng sistema mo. hindi madaling isuko ung isang bagay na alam mong nandun kahit anong oras mo kelanganin. ung tipong, nde mo na kelangan ng dagdag na kapalit, kasi ung mimsong item na un.. un na ung kukumpleto sa araw mo.
chaka.. sabi nga nila diba... "it does hurt... especially when you're doing it the right way."

at eto ang pinaka malupit..

"kawawa ka naman... naawa ako para sayo, la lang, kasi nde ko pa nararansan ung nde matreat ng super kaduper special sa day ng monthsary"

Bakit yung ibang tao, napapansin yun? Bakit siya hindi? Sponge, ok ka pa ba? Tell me lang kung hindi na kayang i-absorb. *Lol*

Eto na naman ako, napakadami kong gusto sabihin, pero hindi ko masabi ng maayos. At sayo naman, wala ka bang ibang alam sa YM kundi BUZZ!! ? Akala mo ba biro lang lahat? Na lahat pwedeng maayos ng simpleng ngiti mo? Pwes hindi ka nagkakamali. T_T Para ka kasing ewan, simpleng sorry at pagbanggit lang ng tawag mo sakin, okei na ko. At pagod na ko sa ganun. Nagsasawa na ko sa ganun. Ang labo na talaga. Diyan ka ba talga masaya? Hindi naman siguro ako nag-eexpect ng sobra, bakit naman yung iba hindi ganito?

Anyway, sponge, share ko lang toh..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M12gVYoKY0g
ala lang.. nabubuhayan ako ng loob sa kanta. =)

Tama na toh, wala din naman mangyayari kahit paluhain ko ng dugo itong blog na toh. Sana lang, dumating yung araw na magbago lahat, na maramdaman ko yung pagiging special. :) Sana, pag dumating yun, andito pa ako at andito ka pa. :)

Buti na lang, hindi ka isa sa mga nagbabasa ng blog ko.

[.livin the life.]

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You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are incredibly wise and perceptive. You have a lot of life experience.
You are a natural peacemaker, and you are especially good at helping others get along.
But keeping the peace in your own life is not easy. You see things very differently, and it's hard to get you to budge.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.
You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.
Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

Weee! So True! haha. =p Got this from blogthings.com ^__^

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i can see us dying... are we?

Hays.. I just really really don't understand everything that's happening around me now. LOL.
I'm not being "emo" here ok? I just feel so weird.. Anyway, I know I won't act like this if not because of any reason.

Bakit ba kasi kailangang kaliit-liitang bagay eh hindi totoo ang sasabihin? Hindi naman ganun dati. Ang alam kong dati eh.. Masaya.. Sweet.. Yung pakiramdam na ayaw mo ng tumigil ang oras pag kasama siya... Yung sainyong dalawa lang umiikot ang mundo... Yung lahat ng pakinggan mong kanta masaya sa tenga kasi masaya ka... Yung isang minuto na walang tungkol sa kanya eh isang minuto ng kalungkutan...

Ngayon? hindi ko alam... Simula lang nung panahong paparating si Bagyong Frank eh dahan-dahan ng nag-iba lahat... Kasalanan mo ba un Frank? Kasalanan ba niya? o Kasalanan ko?
Wala naman akong naiisip na nagawa ko. Hmm.. So baka si Frank nga noh? tsk..

Ngayon ko lang din narerealize na possessive pala ako. Oo.. Sa lahat ng bagay na nasa paligid ko, at sa lahat ng tao sa paligid ko, possessive ako. Sobrang mali ba yun? Ewan, hindi ko talaga maintindihan. Siguro, isa sa mga dahilan eh dahil nasanay ako. Oo tama.. Nasanay nga ako... Nasanay na walang ganun dati kaya ngayon na mayroon na.. naninibago ako. Patawad naman.

Eto pa, pakiramdam ko, IBA. Alam mo ba yun pakiramdam na yun blog? Yung tipong, andami mong gustong pag-usapan pero sa tuwing sasabihin mo, iisang bagay lang ang nakakakuha ng atensyon niya. At yun ang "cyber world" siguro kasalanan ko din dahil ngayon, andaming takbo ng buhay ko, meron sa skwelahan, sa cyber world, sa bahay at iba pang bagay. Siya, iisang bagay lang. Pero diba? bakit sa iba hindi naman ganun? Bakit sakin lang? Bakit ako lang ang nag-aantay? Bakit parang anlamig? Kahit ilang ulit niya sakin sinasabi ang magic word, hindi ko na nararamdaman yung nararamdaman ko dati na tumatagos mula puso hanggang spinal cord hanggang balat sa likod. Hindi ko na nararamdaman na totoo lahat yun. Parang lahat may second thoughts. Dati naman, masaya lahat ng usapan, minu-minuto kumpleto ang araw ko, matagal ko din hindi naramdaman yung pagpatak ng luha. Pero ngayon, parang lahat kabaligtaran. Hindi naman dati ganito, bakit ngayon ganito na? Kasalanan ko ba? Hay... sumagot ka naman blog. Kasi naman, ang hirap talagang i-explain. Hindi ko masabi mismo kung ano yung gusto kong sabihin.. Gets mo ba?

Sa kabilang banda, Salamat sa nakausap ko sa ym kanina. Kahit sabi mo nga eh wala kang maibigay na advice, super ayus lang. Pinakinggan mo ko eh! Apir Physics Partner! =p haha. At sainyo naman mga bading (kilala niyo kung sino kayo), tama yan... nagsolo kayo. tsk. next time ha? pag ayaw niyo ko isama, mag-sosolo din ako! kalimutan na! haha. tsk. Pero salamat dudes =p

Ayoko ng pahabain toh. Hindi ko din naman maexplain ng maayos. Haha. Waw! Pure tagalog ba? tsk. F ko eh. ^_^

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sort of assurance that IT IS THERE but only MENTALLY to comfort one's everyday LIFE..
Necessary Fiction.
It is there but only mentally.

Hayst. I dunno.. I'm really restless this past few days. I just feel like everything are not in place.
You know.. the feeling of contentment yet there's still something missing?

1/2 of me is saying that i am happy. Yes.. Happy. BUT!
1/2 of me is also saying that there's something that is not right.

I miss someone, I miss something.. hayst. I dunno. Me neither can't understand what I'm feeling.
I've been very busy with school stuffs lately, but when I'm on the verge of falling asleep at home, suddenly those thoughts would cross my mind. And those thoughts or questions would be left un-answered until the next day, the next night up to the point that I don't even remember why I come up to that thought or question.

Sometimes, i feel like everything's really fine. But then, I would suddenly feel like there's something that is fading away, something is really missing. And those thoughts come over and over again. @_@

One time, I was talking with one of my friends then the topic about "what I'm feelin" inside was opened. He/She opened the topic and asked the first question without him/her knowing that I was also feeling that way. Weird but I really found it so interesting. He/She mentioned something that stucked into my mind...

"everything that's around us is wrong, nagiging tama lang kapag sinangayunan mo or meron nagsabi na "eto tama to." << agree or disagree? =p

For him/her, there's one major reason for all of those things happening around me.
"Immaturity or the people around me just wants to move on."

Anyway, apologies to that friend of mine if i posted those. I'm just feeling so weird lately. Hayst.

Ok, connection of the "Necessary Fiction" title on the content of my post?

Well, for me, Necessary Fiction was maybe the main reason why I'm feeling all of this now.

Argh.. I dunno. GTG now.. I'll get some sleep after a 7am-7pm schedule full of major subjects for this day.

I love him.. still.

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[Posted at 12:55am - Saturday]

Hays.. really a bad day..

First, our Pomeranian dog has diedddddddddd!! T_T
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaa Baby Nheijiy.. /sob Nasanay pa naman ako na everytime uuwi, sinasalubong niya ko sa pinto at hindi ti2gil sa kakakulit hanggang di mo pinapansin.. = c

Next, my whole day was ruined because of the Pharmacy Dance Troupe Audition.
Aun, we were supposed to dance by 3. So 3 in a group. My groupmates were Carmela and Nica.
We tried to practice last week pa pero because conflict yung sched namin tatlo, hindi kami nakapagpraktis ng maayos. 11am na ko nakapagstart magsa-ulo ng steps then 12nn ang start ng auditions. @_@ Kamusta naman, 1hr lang practice, wala pa kong ka-alam alam.. So yun.. ang kinalabasan, pagdating namin sa room kung san magaaudition they taught us their own step na sasayawin din namin aside from our own piece. Aun.. dahil sa bagong steps nila + steps namin na hindi ko pa talaga alam, WALA akong naalala sa mismong sayaw na. HAHAHA. kahiya-hiya.
So before yung by group na sayaw namin with our own piece, nag-decide akong mag-solo.
YUP! mag-solo! hahaha. inisip ko kasi na pag nasa group ako taz nagkamali ako sa steps nila, panget agad tingnan sakin, atleast pag solo, kahit anu lang gawin kong steps pwede. HAha. Eh ang kaso, nung ako na ang sasayaw, parang tanga lang.. nabblack out ako. Grabe lahat sila sakin nkatitig. Bigat ng feeling. Kaya ayun, dinaan na lang sa pumps at ngiti. Haha. Super nangangatog ako, then after ng sayaw, interview.. aun.. iba iba tanung.. tinanung lang kung anung stunts ang kaya kong gawin.. eh anu lang ba alam ko? split lang naman tsaka straddle jump. T_T kaya un lang napakita ko. Hays... grabe.. kahiya-hiya talaga yun sobra.. Nagkalat ako. Panu ba naman, hindi ako prepared, wala pa kong kain ng almusal or lunch. *BIG BIG BIG DISASTER* Super bigat ng pakiramdam. Para kong lantang gulay. Haha. Sayang yung chance.
Nywei, wala na kong ineexpect dun. Mostly din kasi ng comments na sinasabi sakin, wag ko na lang daw ituloy, kasi hassle pag may trainings tapos sasabayan ng quizzes namin.. baka daw mapabayaan ko studies ko.. T_T Sayang lang kasi.. ansarap nung feeling pag sumasayaw.. haha..

So un.. isa pang panget sa day..

Hirap ikwento nito.. I was browsing sa youtube ng mga kanta.. then accidentally, na-search ko yung ginawa kong video dati for someone na super pinagsisisihan ko na ang paggawa nun.. Eh aun.. may gustong tumingin nung video na hindi ko alam kung pano hihindian.. kaya yun, pinakita ko.. I just didn't expect na ganun yung reaction niya... :) I know wala siyang sinabi na specific pero, hindi naman ako tanga or insensitive para hindi magets yun with the words na ginagamit niya and the way he answers sakin. Hindi ko alam kung matatawa ako o maiinis... Basta ang alam ko.. masama ang loob ko.. super sama.. haha.. taz tatawa eh noh? parang tanga lang aq.. hay.. Yun.. gtg na muna.. need lang ng kausap.. ^_^ May nstp pa ko tom.. papa-antok na ko.. haha.. na miss kita blog.. T_T

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